Thursday, November 18, 2010

please pray

This past week has been horrible for me and it's only getting worse. I am in excruciating pain. During the day my back is killing and now my stomach is hurting so bad around the incision site of the c-section (but internal).  Then at night my pelvic pain is so bad I can't sleep.
I need prayer and my kids need prayer. I am not sure what I am going to do for the next 10 weeks and how I am going to handle this. I can not do anything and I am falling apart watching my house fall apart and feeling really kinda like a failure. Not that that is logical but I should be able to do this stuff and I am just not. So if you could send up a prayer that the pain can subside so I can do daily functions I would really appreciate it.

2 comments:

  1. I am sorry to hear that Amy. Gosh, I know it feels panicky because you CANT take the baby out and you KNOW you have so much more time to go!! I started feeling almost claustrophobic when the baby was in my ribs all the time. It would bother me so much that my asthma would get all worked up! Strange, I know, but I sympathize with you because at that time, I thought I couldn't make it 40 weeks!!! I started thinking I would need medicine for the panic??! Then it just eased up! I know your situation is different even...
    Take it easy on yourself about the cleaning. SURVIVE and then clean when it is over!

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  2. Definitely praying for you.. have you tried icy hot?

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